As i write this, I am watching tv in my livingroom, thinking of all the things that I need to do today to prep for the New Year. My mind is racing with thoughts of tasks ranging from the mundane (ie: changing the sheets to have fresh sheets for the new year) to creating my new goals and visions for 2020. As always, it’s a time for reflection the week in between christmas and new year as the curtain draws near to closing. It’s even more significant in a way that a new decade is starting, though that thought didn’t dawn on me until earlier today lol.
I just wanted to come on here to write one last post for 2019, and to just talk about my thoughts on the past year, and what I hope to acheive in the new year.
2019 has been a great and interesting year for me. I entered the year with a big change, and had optimistic thoughts facing it head on. It was a year of challenges due to growing pains of learning to live life in different circumstances as I had in the past. I’ve had many ups and downs–this isn’t new, but faced with different circumstances this year, it’s been challenging. I’ve also learnt to choose happiness more, to deal with some underlying feelings that i’d long stuffed deep inside and believe that i’m on my way to learning how to deal with the disappointments in life as well as i handle the happy times. I am also very lucky to have been able to travel to Ireland and London with my husband this year, one memory that is the peak of my year.
What do I look forward to in 2020?
I am looking forward to happy beginnings and starting the decade with a bang! I want to be more brave and to go after things I want with dedication and perseverance. Health is going to be a bigger factor as I’ve long neglected it due to just a low overall opinion of myself. I want to be happy and motivated. I want to travel more and hope to do so soon!
I hope I didn’t bore you with all my ramblings, and hope that it motivated you or gave you ideas on what you’d like to see in the new year.
I want to wish everyone a very Happy New Year and the very best in 2020!